Friday, March 30, 2007

Thank You

Although my need is great, my gratitude is more.
But you are like the sunshine, drowning all in light.
Thank you to~

My husband ~
Mohd Shahid Mohd Mustafa
My family ~
My sisters Ja & Mila, My brothers Muzaffar, Ayut & Bob, My nieces Chacha, Dania & Sofia, My Tok Cuk & Long, My uncles, aunties & their whole family, Achik, Mok & Cu Ani & Pak Anjang. My In Laws, Teh & Ayah. Shahid's brothers and sisters, aunties, uncles and cousins.

My best friends ~
Zana & Kamarul, Anas, Sally, Sala & Idris, Art & Tasha, Pak Don & Aton, Maria & Alawi, Yan & Khalid, Ada & Fairuz, Zue & Naga, Imah & Ayob, Ros & Sam, Kak Yong,Kak Chik, Bjoe, Faizal Jahaya.
My Sisters in the Office ~
Kak Chom, Kak Jam, Kak Shinie, Kak Non, Kak Ha, Siti, Ana, Zaza, Cha, Shabee, Shara, Kak Mimi.
My beloved ex bosses ~
En Ismail, Tn. Hj Azam, Dato' Wan & Datin Teh

I want to tell you "Thank you,"
But it doesn’t seem enough.
Words don’t seem sufficient--
"Blah, blah" and all that stuff.
Please know I have deep feelings
About your generous act.
I really appreciate you;
You’re special, and that’s a fact!

My Shahid




My Shahid is someone……who knows what i need before i say it. …who knows when to laugh and when to cry. …who truly listens when i have something to say. …who's there for me during the good and bad times. …who i can trust like a sibling, confide in like a friend.…who knows when things have to be compromised. …who gives a shoulder to cry on. …who can get a point across without yelling. …who remembers all the cute stupid stuff i love. …who realizes we're two separate people, and appreciates the differences. …who understands the difference between PMS, and a real problem. …who can make me happy when I am sad. …who tells me the truth even if i don't want to hear it. …who is a sweet, romantic person who cherishes me no matter what. …who would do anything to show how much he cares. …who cherishes my hopes and is kind to my dreams. …who loves me with all his heart and soul.
~~
Kau Tercipta Untukku
Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku
Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu
Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Sepanjang hidupku
Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Dedicated to Ayah

I was ENCOURAGED to start this blog. I consider it as a part of my theraphy. I remembered arwah ayah used to keep a diary. He loyally jot down everything in his diary. Even kadang-kadang the only thing he wrote were 'pergi pasar'. I remembered feeling uncomfortable seeing him doing that. Like.. he is counting the days before he leaves this world. I guessed he did. He stopped writing in his diary 100 days before he passed away.

I want to do this ~ keep a diary. Maybe I should start early. I want to remind myself always that I might have days, maybe months or maybe a few years to live. And I want to make every day, every hour, every minute meaningful! Even if the only thing I'll do in a day is going to the pasar!

Love you Ayah & Mak. So much.